Holosync Experiences Review - Wow! Major Upheaval

Day One

*** Caveat - I have had a pretty traumatizing life, and I don’t think that my experience is typical. All the reviews I read reported they felt something but had mostly good experiences .. If you have been as truamatized as I - or have similar beliefs as I, you may or may not experience something similar to what I did. I tend to think that if someone like my husband, who has had some fair trauma in his life (not quite as much as mine) but who doesn’t like to meet these kind of emotional challenges head on like I do, would have just fell asleep instead of crawling through the mud like I did. And I think in either case the Holosync would be just as effective. Here I am, creating even more trauma and drama. lol. Well, maybe that will be over soon. ***

My package of Awakening prologue from Holosync came today. I was very excited. Once I was alone in the house I sat down and listened to the first half hour. I had a response almost immediately. I started crying. This doesn’t surprise me.

I have always been ‘a cry-er’ and since I heard Abraham say that crying releases resistance I have started to envcourage it. I have tried to meditate off and on for the last 8 or 9 months and will normally cry during the middle of it. When I feel that visceral whoosh of relief or releasing of resistance I cry automatically. It seems easier to just go with it. In normal meditation I cry for just a few seconds usually and then can recover unless or until I get another ‘whoosh’. I read about the health benefits of crying many years ago and tend to believe the scientific explanations completely support Abraham’s spiritual one.

So, when I started crying, I wasn’t surprised - but the crying didn’t stop. It intensified. It turned into a 30 minute long jag that was quite intense.

Besides the crying, I experienced jumping and twitching of many muscles - especially those around my eyes and in my arms and hands. (I have fibromyalgia and although I am on my way to recovery I believe these twitches are a releasing of the resistance and chemicals that has been stored in my muscles that caused the fm to begin with). I have felt these twitches in many muscles before - quite frequently for the last month or so, but never in an awake state with the intensity that I felt during this session.

I felt as if my fine motor skills wouldn’t work - at one point I tried to scratch my nose and had to just jab at a general area of my face with my whole hand instead of one finger.

I was extremely agitated - at one point I took to pulling my hair and beating my forehead with my hands. My forehead felt very warm. I also flipped my body around a lot - I couldn’t keep still and I couldn’t keep my eyes closed. I considered turning the CD off, but didn’t, because I know my nervous system is a jangled mess and I know this is healing, not hurting.

But still, as the rain faded away at the end of the 30 minutes what flashed through my mind was ‘oh, thank God’.

When it was over, I tried to sit quietly as the supporting information suggests but couldn’t. I felt an impulse to crawl and did - all the while still crying. I crawled around the entire house, relishing the feel of the carpet dragging across my lower legs. It completely masked the being-lightly-electrocuted sensations that had been there. After about 10 minutes of crawling I collapsed on the floor and cried some more and was finally able to calm down a bit - drawing in deep, rather jagged breaths.

It took me about 2 hours to get completely back to normal, even though I still feel a bit overly sensitive. At one point I felt a kind of dull relaxation - like my system was in such overwhelm or had completely shut down enough that none of the crazy stuff was getting through.

It was intense. and good. I feel like a year’s worth of meditation and Abraham-processes has just been accomplished in 30 minutes. At one point I considered not doing it tomorrow, but right now I am really looking forward to it. I can’t wait to see what happens tomorrow. I look so forward to the positive changes in my life I know are coming.

Day 2

Today was MUCH less intense. I had the thought this morning, before I sat down with the Holosync, that if I weren’t so resistant - if I didn’t have so much resistance in my being, yesterday would not have had to have been like it was. Ah well. it was as it was.

So, today, I was quite agitated. I couldn’t sit still, couldn’t keep my eyes closed, definitely did not get in to any trance-like state, I had a few twitches, and I felt most of the entire time like my nerves were humming, especially in my left lower leg and in my nose, but I only cried a very little bit and everything else was extrememly manageable. Way different than yesterday.

Day 3 through 39

For the most part, listening is enjoyable for me now. I have off and on felt jumpy, but nothing like that first day, and I can go through a whole session just feeling good.